I was walking down the catwalk towards my house...
I wasn't looking where I was going...
I didn't know you were there...in front of me...
I mumbled a small, sorry
And pathetically tried to get out of your way, but you kept blocking my way...
I looked up and saw your face...
Except, you didn't look happy to see me.
I smiled at you,
You just stared at me.
Then you shoved me, and I landed on my butt.
I didn't know what was happening...
Then I saw them.
They came out from behind me and went to your side.
You were holding a knife,
How I didn't see it before, was beyond me
All of you looked so angry,
So full of hate...
For me.
I looked at you,
Do it.
I said, now looking down at the ground,
I heard you flip the blade out,
But you handed it to me.
If you want to go out like this. You do it.
I stared at you,
You were waiting for me.
You're not going to stop me like last time?
You shook your head,
We're sick of helping you.
I sighed and nodded.
I took the knife from you,
I faced the point at myself, at the source of all this pain that has ruined me, 
Right through the heart,
I said to myself.
Just as I about to bring it to the place I was aiming for,
I saw them,
It wasn't you,
It was the people who didn't know me like you did,
They weren't supposed to be there.
What in the hell are you doing?!
I looked at them, and...smiled.
They want me to leave. They just...
I began to sob, and I looked back at you,
I hate you.
And I dropped the knife.

I saw an upcoming truck,
I took a deep breath,
And I ran in the way.
Then everything went white.

I wasn't alive anymore,
And I knew it.
But, I saw someone,
Someone who I hadn't seen in awhile,
Someone who just...never came back.
I asked God, if I could trade places with her.
To make her someone everyone could love,  no matter how much they used to hate her 
He agreed.

So she woke up,
And saw You.
You were standing over her.
All you could do was stare in disbelief.
How she survived,
Nobody would ever know.
Someone gave her a second chance,
And nobody knew who.
So now, she isn't the person everybody knew,
You could even say...
She isn't the same person.

You find yourself racing down that famliar street on your motorbike,
Suddenly you pass a familar house.
You get up off your bike, and ring that doorbell.
That kid you used to know answers the door,
Except, she's older now.
She recognizes your face, and just stares at you in shock.
You forget her name.
Wasn't she supposed to be your best friend?
How do you forget your best friends' name?!

She leads you into her house,
There are people there.
People you used to know,
And now you have no idea who they are.

They start telling you that you had this accident,
You were in a coma for ten months.
Ten months.
They thought you were dead,
Because you just disappeared off the face of the earth.
You notice their reactions while they talk about your 'accident'.
You ask why you woke up alone.
They look at you and they tell you that your family...
Didn't think it was an accident.
So they just left you alone.
Alone.
That's what you'll be forever and ever.
And it sucks.
Because nobody will ever be there for you.
Not ever.